Why do people believe in Heaven? Why do they believe in Hell? Why do some people believe God created every living thing and others believe in evolution?
Sometimes, people believe things because it's to their advantage to believe them: As Upton Sinclair said, "It is hard to bring a man to understanding if his income depends on his not understanding." (Or words to that effect.)
So the Reynolds tobacco executive who testifies before a Congressional committee he believes cigarettes are harmless is easy to figure out.
But consider afterlife: Apart from some the preacher whose livelihood depends on convincing people he knows the mind of God and the rules God has laid down, for most people there is no advantage to simply believing in an afterlife, other than the comfort factor: I will see my mother again in Heaven. She is not permanently lost to me.
The Phantom reflects on his own belief about what happens to us after we die, and he cannot quite figure out where it comes from, but maybe that's why is seems so persuasive.
When the Phantom was about eight years old, he overheard a discussion between is older brother and his father. His brother said that everything in the universe was cycles. The earth revolves around the sun; the seasons cycle; every organism has a life cycle. His father looked at his older son with an expression neither of his sons had often seen--one of genuine interest in something one of his sons had said. The father said, "That is a real insight you have there."
Sometime after this, the Phantom was awakened from a deep sleep--sat bolt upright in bed, from a nightmare. In the dream, the Phantom had gone to bed and died. But the dream did not end there. The Phantom died, but almost instantly was reborn in his brother's room, as a new child. He was a baby, screaming his lungs out, frustrated that he'd have to start all over again, to learn to speak, to walk, back to square one.
And ever since, the Phantom, in his heart of hearts has believed that's what happens to us. We do not go to heaven. Our souls are simply recycled. Everything else on this planet seems to be recycled, one way or the other--the preservation of energy and mass. What was profoundly sad for the Phantom was in his new incarnation, he had no memory of his old family, of the world he had left. He was simply returned to earth, to start anew, with no memory, no past, no connection to those he had loved before. It was just ruthless.
There is no way to test this theory, as far as the Phantom knows. It just is. Just a thought. A belief.
Another experience, a mind game, from a dream, this one a recurrent dream. The Phantom had recurrent dreams he could fly. He would simply flap his arms and rise up into the air and hover above the trees and look down on people below, who never noticed him, never looked up, but the Phantom was very worried someone would and he would have a lot of explaining to do, so he swooped back down to earth. But it was excruciating, to have to land, although the landing was always soft. It was excruciating because it was such a thrill flying.
Now, the aging Phantom walks along the shore at North Beach, Hampton, and he sees men doing what he had done in his dreams: They go out on surf boards with sails attached to a harness and the wind catches the sails, and they lift off above the waves and are gone. They rise into the air and become little more than a speck in minutes, sailing aloft, out to sea and then they turn and return to shore.
The Phantom, of course, knows some day he must try to learn this.
But the Phantom is not keen to die quite yet.
















